can i trust you again ? you lied a couple of tyms today.

you said you will be going home straight but i caught you red-handed in the same bus at 6.40 with (insert name)?

its just fuckish la.

i know my attitude da berubah, more vulgarities went out of my mouth,

what can i do? but at least i'm not sombong okay.

i smile to every living creature on earth. strangers wave at me,i wave-d back. strangers said hello/goodbye, i replied.

people are in doubt, i try to help but when you said its nothing wrong. i gave up. what should i do if the first place you're not telling me? i care at least.

so dont judge me. tkyah look down on me.

yeah, my smile? so what if you hate it? dont need to make rude remarks. i make people happy with my smile,yknow.

so what if my attitude change? i know i change.

but you? to be honest, i didnt really changed, it is just my old attitude.

i'm not trying to sound you or whatsoever, i just want to let it all out.

and and, dont terase about this cause it aint bout you or you

skip la aye?.

today, was super fun/tired/nervous.etc.

we had our malay oral in the hall. we were nervous. heart beats went faster and faster. someone shoik sendiri nyanyi beside me, i said,'' fuckish gay'' then he went speechless..LOL. my turn was up, i read okay laa but when the question appeared, i was not that good. my malay sucks as usual. i had to think and search for the words in my damn brain. so i said to ms uma.. ''eyh jap eyh jap eyh // kay wait,'' then i continue. HAHAH.. fuck siaa

floorball? it was superbtireyfun. ramai org tk puase but i fast okay ^.^

we all went to the gym to exercise for awhile. i did all sorts of stuffs. but then,for weights i can only carry 3kg on each hand -.-actually 4kg also cn, cume its quite heavy for me.i want carrier heavier weights! i grew by 1cm already. ^.^ . 151cm jeq.haha. i lost weight! kay, lets gain weight this hari raye ye? LOL

then went to hall for our normal training and match. penat!

then balik, it was raining cats and dogs. like seriously.

me,nadd,roziah(?),shidah,samyra ran in the rain till the block.

we were drenched! but it was cooling. naek bas,lagyik sdp. sejuk giler babian.

jyeah,thats my day. school hours, i forgot.

and i think i demam due to the rain(:

plus body ache-ing.

i thought you were telling the truth?

♥ily♥